Well I have an appointment with my surgeon tomorrow for my second fill. I can't wait.
So far I have not had any restriction really. Here's hoping another fill will offer some.
I know it can take a few and I don't expect to find the elusive sweet spot after tomorrow's fill. But I would like to think that I would have some restriction.
I also know I have not lost as much weight as I would have liked to so far. Two months gone and since the surgery I have lost about 6 kilos. I know that this is 6kg gone for good and that is a good thing.
My journey at the moment seems like it is just too long. I want to wish that I was further along the road, but I have spent half my life wishing that the weight would just disappear, so I have to stop myself from that sort of thinking as it is not useful.
So instead I am going to go to my fill appointment tomorrow and wait to see if that will help with my restriction; and I am going to make sure I stick to the banded eating plan. I know I not been following it a 100%, some of that has to do with the lack of restriction, but some has to do with me.
I am eating some things I know I shouldn't (like the nuggets and chips on the weekend) and I have been eating more than the cup to cup and a half that I should be. When I have eaten, I feel full for quite a while. So mostly; I just need to stick to the eating plan and allow the band to do it's thing.